Well I've been busybusybusy since I got home, though most of what I'm doing is for fun. Ok pretty much all of what I'm doing is fun stuff. When I'm gone for a month I begin to miss my fun stuff. Fun stuff includes: k'nex ddr driver ss sleeping notsleeping eatingspaghetti swimming driving beingwarm sittingstill reading listeningtotapes legos linux vmware piano talking computerstuff beingback etc.

We have some guests over from Denver and I've been playing ddr with them a little and swimming. I read and listened to Dune which is a really good sci-fi book. The Foundation series is really good too. I don't think they top my favorite, The Golden Compass though.

I'm trying to figure out why I'm actually writing here again. I know what I'm doing, and I'm not writing for other people. I guess that raises the question of why does anyone keep a journal/diary. I'll ask Andie next time I see her. There's no need for self-expression. I'm not the type that expresses myself outwardly (as many people know and are frustrated by). It may be because I like my coding and want to use it some more, but I don't think that's it either. I think I've got it now. I was just reading other peoples xangas and I think this is just a subconcious action to counter what most xangas have become: a tool to get feedback and communication with friends. This is not them, this is me. I'm happy with myself, and where I am (cept for a few odds and ends. a better interest in work would be nice). Anyways, a blog is not an inward directed... spew (I think that fits nicely). I haven't been craving people interaction much, (or food, or sleep, but that's a differant matter) and really I missed a small amout of people while I was gone. Actually it was about the total of my family. I've thought about closing this blog to only me, but I just haven't. Hmm. I stopped typing. More later I guess.

"I
do what I do and I
am what I am. If I
have to explain you probly will not understand. See I
do what I do. You can
call it a call to
do what I do, and not mess up and fall." -L.A. Symphony

-Hunter

Posted by Hunner at 14:58 PST